Chaeyoung Son/Memory Chain essay/Thursday 1-3

In my last teens, I experienced something terrible. It doesn't draw blood so relax! I made a really huge mistake on the stage. At that time I was dancing and it was the last show in that year. But there's something the matter with first stage and please do not ask me to explain what is the matter. It was okay that I've got the problem, but real problem is audience. I was too young to accept to be an object of ridicule in school. It was not my inner voice either. So the memory of that day still haunts me and changed me.

I did ballet since I was 4 years old. Almost of girls attended art or ballet institute. And I was one of them, learned ballet obligatorily for 4 years. But after entered primary school, I had resistance to wearing a fitted tight so my mother registered another class for me: dancing to newest songs. That was the first time I fell in love with dancing. I'm not a good dancer, but I could catch the moves and follow well. I had never thought that was my special ability however my confident hobby. So I put time into dancing, and now, connecting each gesture naturally is impossible because I cannot try to make movement. In my adolescence I wrote dancing in all hobby section, but I can't for now. That fact gets me down and makes thinking what I have to write on the hobby section.

That day took off my hobby then also gave me stage fright. I was in club that made performance on the stage, so I didn't have no idea to make presentations in front of many people. I think that memories are all illusion. Since entered the university, I joined 2 clubs which are they make performance on the stage to overcome the stage fright. But I really felt like getting away from my turn. I really worry about my future like how do I have job interview, how do I make presentation or many other situations. That night of memories are still ongoing to me.

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